Just getting home from a night and i’ve concluded:
1.) idk why i cant find a guy attractive without him realizing that i find him attractive. like i dont fucking stare guy’s down like the whole got damn night. i just dont have that to do. i dont know if its because im fairly attractive too or im like out in the open or some shit but its hella annoying.
2.) is my thirst that effin obvious..? like wtf. i admit, i stay thirsty like 24/7 but just bc i think i guy has a nice face (and sometimes body structure as well…) , i dont automatically want his damn d. maybe im lying a tiny bit but i just want to see a guy and think “oh hey, he looks nice” and just admire him from afar every now and then during the night. i am a 22 year old female virgin with raging hormones. i could be a lot worse okay. i could be fugly af and on some stalker-type shit. hell yeah i noticed youre attractiveness~now stop making effin eye contact with me
dudes annoy me so freakin much. real shit.
3.) i need to go out with people who are about that LIFE. i just wanna be around people that when they smoke and/or drink, they get turnt tha fuck upp. i wanted to dance and just let loose when i was feelin the high but since the people i was with were just sitting there…i didnt wanna be the only one in my group to be up and dancing ):
i need to go out like every single weekend but thats like impossible to do when you have so few friends -_- uggggh soufdjfkfdhfsdfhysd